Mutaa, an average psychologist, is invited to attend a
conference he knows nothing about. Who invited him
and why? He does not know either. Nonetheless, he
accepts the invitation because, after all, who dares ask
the why questions in his country? He is soon arrested
during the conference and finds himself in a prison cell,
not knowing why or how.
For twenty years, Mutaa is whipped by his torturer, whose
voice he never forgets. He is accused of some crime he
has no idea about and is thrown a pen and paper every
day, to write his diaries and every single detail about his
life. The interrogators ask him about his relationship
with the eminent Italian director Fellini. He understands
nothing, though the whipping and verbal abuse do not
stop. Twenty years later, Mutaa comes face to face with
his torturer, whose voice he instantly recognises, and
who is an entirely different person now—and the story
takes a different path.
The novel takes place in a country we do not know,
though we do know it is an Arab country. “To those whose
screams were unheard. To those who could not scream
at all,” writes the author.